This morning I had an incredible realization.

I finally found the significance of 44, 

Forty four.

I woke up from a dream I was having, walking towards what seemed like a tree growing up alongside a cliff face.  A very steep and towering backdrop to this isolated pine.  As I walk closer I notice something odd.

This tree is laying directly up against this,

Now that I am so close, encompassing an overwhelmingly so,

Creating a fissure against this mass face of stone and ,metal.

Upon closer investigation I see that this lifeless  horizon is cutting this beautiful pine in two.  In surprise I look even closer to find that this Cliff is actually a man-made structure, like a buildings face.

Walking along this structure I started having some thoughts of the day.

I turn around to see the split pine from a distance to notice something odd about this mass cutting it in two, it is a huge dumpster!

This beautiful pine is growing from the trash that humanity has discarded and abandoned,  forgotten about completely.  It is just sitting there idly in the back of my consciousness, 

Hiding away from any personal regret or responsibility.

This is when I noticed something very significant,

The severed tree Laupon this mass of human remorse is in the form of a

4.

I have always had a fascination with this number 4.  It is my lucky# as you may have already guessed, as is 

44.

My sister is four years and four days older than I.

If I go to the birth records, maybe even four hours and four minutes older too!

Waking up from this dream of the fourest growing from the rubble of humanity 

I notice the time.  It's about fifteen minutes to five in the morning.  This is on a Tuesday of April, The fourth day of the month.

I start thinking of the hell Trump is bringing our nation.

He just publicly gave permission to Assad to gas and kill the citizens in Syria.  

Is this how low of a nation we have become?

Shying away from any conflict with the Russians?

This is where I noticed something else odd,

I am smiling and still feeling something good is going to come from this travesty our government has become.  I was feeling very good about Obama being elected as the 1st African American president, coincidentally,

He is the 44th President of the united ? states

The year he left office to this joke of a man Trump, 

I am now 44 years old.

Wait a second! 

What time did I wake up?

Sixteen minutes to 5:am (4x4=16)

Which on a digital clock would mean I woke up at

4:44 AM!!!!!!

On April 4th!

And no,  this is not the fools day,

I promise you.

This is way too many 4's for anything bad to come about.  This political revolution is what our nation needs to refocus The original intent and purpose of a government.

It is meant to be a part of the people,

And for the good will of all men, Women, children of any color ,race and or creed.

Through this tragedy of trump, (T'n'T)

Our whole nation will finally wake up and realize what it takes to be happy.

We must all start working together as a nation to help one another in repairing our personal lives,

Our communities and its infrastructure,

Our educational system and it's methods to develop our growing youth

In a completely different worldly environmoent.

On top of all this, 

we need to restructure our governmental process and procedure 

to really make it accessible and more relevant 

for each and every citizen of this nation,

Not just to those who can afford it.

What is Buddhism?

Yes, it is....

What...??...

I am so glad you now understand,

why I now know not to no,
you KnoW?



O.K.?

is what O.K.?

...No.....

...what is never O.K.,
for then why would you be asking?

---maybe this is it's purpose....
----What?

~~~Yes~~~


This term O.K. also brings about many thoughts of the American society we now live,
do you know what it really means?
the usual joke is that it means orl korrekt,
or all correct.

I've come across other idea's of it's meaning,
Obsolete knowledge,
obliterate knowing,
others kindness,
omniscient knot,
or not at it may be.....

it's funny to think that the most popular American english word
ain't really that'a'right grammatically......

saw an incredibly ironic commercial for walmart, (I refuse to capitalize an industry I disrespect)

it says by shopping with them your placing an investment in the American dream...

-what is this dream?

preying upon the ignorance of a public whose major source of news is from a TV set, and or computer screen?


The American dream
as individuals through a government,
we become one.

But,
whose one do we become?

Just read up on Ri/Bi :(Case 2 in Mumonkan)

inward and outward action of the mind.
-this or that?
+ or -,
inward or outward?

People are constantly trying to reduce all questions and worries to a single entity,
or God,
if you will.

Where in real life,
simply looking at electricity and the structure of an atom,
both positive and negative(+&-)
are needed to make a charge or reaction.
All life/energy/being is dependant upon this + and - interaction.

What is the cost of convenience, and all the cheap products out in the markets?

I mean, what is convenience, really?

I feel it is the point when one selfishly decides that their effort
is not worth  what they are accepting.

it is almost like a personality and or ego function of putting oneself
 'above and or better than'
whatever it may require to produce oneself,
even within one's self.

Yes,
the will of man,
is the easy way out.

What makes up a thought?

Well, the brain....What makes up the brain?

uhhhh, neurons and tendrils and axion and,,,,,,

What makes these?

atoms, + and - electrons...

and what makes them?

uhhhhhh,,,,,,,

It is pretty simple when it comes down to it,

You do.

Perfection is a human  conception,

being that it is also a human mystery.
AKA
unreality and or fiction.

Because with 'perfection'
both This AND That
are right and or  correct.

overtly eliminating any form of  choice
or human determinism.